When I started this blog I wasn't sure where it would lead me, or if I would be able to truly let everyone into what is really going on. I use this blog as an outlet of sorts to give me something to look forward to on a daily basis, to be excited to share something or if I just need to get something off my chest. Well today, it is unavoidable....
A year...it's been the longest year of my life, but yet an entire blur realizing I have seemingly lost an entire year with little to no recognition of where it went.
A year and three months ago my life came crashing down, since the last time I saw my love, and a year since I was told I would never see him here on this earth again.
I still have days where I question if this is real, days when I turn the corner and feel like he will be sitting there, days where I wake up expecting him to be laying next to me.
But this is real, and I miss Greg even more as every day passes.
But I know I am luckier than most. I have experienced/felt true love and I would never give back those years of Greg in my life to erase the pain I am feeling now. So today I am going to the beach, the place that makes me feel so close to him.
"I carry your heart with me, (I carry it in my heart). I am never without it, anywhere I go, you go my dear…”