When I started this blog I wasn't sure where it would lead me, or if I would be able to truly let everyone into what is really going on. I use this blog as an outlet of sorts to give me something to look forward to on a daily basis, to be excited to share something or if I just need to get something off my chest. Well today, it is unavoidable....
A year...it's been the longest year of my life, but yet an entire blur realizing I have seemingly lost an entire year with little to no recognition of where it went.
A year and three months ago my life came crashing down, since the last time I saw my love, and a year since I was told I would never see him here on this earth again.
I still have days where I question if this is real, days when I turn the corner and feel like he will be sitting there, days where I wake up expecting him to be laying next to me.
But this is real, and I miss Greg even more as every day passes.
But I know I am luckier than most. I have experienced/felt true love and I would never give back those years of Greg in my life to erase the pain I am feeling now. So today I am going to the beach, the place that makes me feel so close to him.
"I carry your heart with me, (I carry it in my heart). I am never without it, anywhere I go, you go my dear…”
It's been almost 4 years and I still have those days! We just have to keep our heads up, our hearts filled with that amazing love, and we'll survive this! Hugs and love dear friend!!
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ReplyDeleteOver Trees
Over Oceans
Over Seas
I'll be there
In a whisper on the wind
On the smile of a new friend
Just think of me
And I'll be there
Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
And I'd give all the world tonight,
To be with you
Because I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
But I've gone nowhere
Just think of me,
And I'll be there
On the edge of a waking dream
Over Rivers
Over Streams
Through Wind and Rain
I'll be there
Across the wide and open sky
Thousands of miles I'd fly
To be with you
I'll be there
Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
And I'd give all the world tonight,
To be with you
Because I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
But I've gone nowhere
Just think of me,
And I'll be there
In the breath of a wind that sighs
Oh, there's no need to cry
Just think of me,
And I'll be there